Tuesday, March 29, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

hitch

watched the movie. worth my 10bucks... am gonna buy the dvd or vcd. heheheheh! its giving me hope that my 'prince charming's' gonna sweep me off my feet someday. not psychos calling when i'm happy or come knocking in the middle of the night. heh! okay... too many movies.. i noe... hurhur!

something happenned to old man's car while fir was driving it. now.... gasak lah naaaaaaakkk! haa! oh well.... i hope i can finfish reading the autobiography like SOON! and! welcome to wollongong charlene.... hope ur stay in the eastern side will be better (as compared to the other few days!).

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Monday, March 28, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

pissed!

miss u babe!

1st and foremost! maceh many many to sub for calling! heh! 3rd time and counting. hee! oh! mum called as well! heh!


okay! my bingit issue! ders this 'certain someone' who i know doesn't like me very much here. she loves my ex-flatemte sepuloh bakol- that, i'm sure and couldn't care less coz i don't like her much either. the feeling's mutual.

anyway, once the boys had moved in two doors down, everytime she heads to their place, she'll pass by mine without bothering to say hi to me. but i don't care at all. but! one thing that pisses me off a great deal is that whenever she BORED (read: none of her friends wants to entertain her), she'll come knocking at my place. wudduh!
RUMAH AKU COMMUNITY CENTRE KAPER! the most recent example; TODAY.
she went off to main town sydney (without askin me of course, although she knows very much that i like going up der for shopping) and came back to the boys' place. man was here configuring my blog. so when no one entertained her at the boys'...... where else can she go? u got that rite ppl! SHE CAME OVER! on the pretext 'nak masak aper eh besok? juli nak mee soto?' AKU DAH JADI ANAK ANGKAT KAU KAPER MAKCIK?!? the other day, she made mee rebos, she didn't even tell me! i accidentally came over THEN i got 'invited'. macam la besar sangat mee rebos tu. her fellow citizen friend, she tell early early. (i don't fucking care if this' ain't proper english).

okay, i'm not pointing any fingers to anybody esp if u're 'nationalists' (if ders any readin this blog) that u're nationalistic la. but seriously, for this makcik, whenever there're any fellow citizens of hers, she'll act as if i don't exist while i'm RITE IN FORNT OF HER FUCKING NOSE.

well..... i juz hate it when u treat me like i'm a pot of gold when u've got nobody and a piece of trash when u've got ur fellow nationals or ur 'prefferred' people. i fucking hate it when u act all nice and sweet when u think u're pressurized to do so. fuck you! be urself! don't be such a hypocrite! have ever acted like i LOVE u very much? i keep fucking quiet in the presence of ppl i don't like AND THAT'S YOU! (well... u're ONE of them).

and for those people who say u dislike hypocrites on ur dislike lists..... WHOEVER LOVES THEM ANYWAY?

peace out! Assalamu'alaikum!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 12:02 AM < +

Saturday, March 26, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i wish i could keep them!

one, two, three.....
everybody say 'AWWWWWWW'

+ > the glamour babe posted at 9:05 PM < +

Friday, March 25, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

waaay down and OUT

25TH MARCH 2005

woke up wit a bout of depression and back pain. pms doesn't help a bit! really thinkin bout my muscle rexants now....... its 35mg morphine u noe..... i'll be knocked out and i'll wake up happy if i take it. hhmmm..... should i? i can't even sit up for half an hour, my back is killing me!

chocolates aren't helping! oh no! i woke up in a fetal position and didn't feel like getting up at all for the day....... till i remembered my abnormal psych class.... DEPRESSION. i HAD to get up. and liza asked me out for a walk. she needed to top up her pre-paid and i should get out of the house. so i did. but once i came back......... its a downward spiral all over again. aiyoh! (really thinkin bout muscle relaxants now!)

and oh! that psychotic guy who tried to hook me up at the airport last november called again. only today i answered the fon like myself and HE'S the one calling! will he ever stop? gosh! i've been answering the fon like one scared shit all these while and when i finally forgot bout mr. psycho, HE RANG. when will i ever attract a proper man? i need a man, not a psycho. i'm sick of attracting psycho-s... its makin me scared of men u noe.

oh God, i really need to see a sign.... wats wrong wit me? don't tell me depression coz i already noe. been having this bout of 'sudden feeling to cry' pretty often these last few days. i wanted to cry when i watched american idol juz now when the 1st person had to from the final 12 (but i didn't coz i don't really like her anyway). i feel like crying now. i want to be all ALONE (again).

*frustruated like crazy*
*muscle relaxants..... should i? should i not?*

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:50 PM < +

hello mid-sem break! hello loneliness!

25th march 2005
missing these ppl TERRIBLY (okay, i MIGHT juz be lying if i say i miss mum n sis much la. heheheheh! but hey! the more the merrier! rite?) not so clear... but you know who u are la.


kay, no more plans for easter (mid-sem) break. was suppossed to go to MMS's place for the weekend coz her parents were planning to bring me to jenolan caves. well.... i'd say plans are meant to be broken. heh! her dad has to work all through the weekend so no point in staying wit them for nothin. and tell me if there's something wrong wit me but i seem to prefer staying all alone, even through this one week break. wats wrong wit me?

*plainly confused*

+ > the glamour babe posted at 3:31 AM < +

Thursday, March 24, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

my new toy.

23 march 2005
but the picture is at the bottom. heh! plan was to actually post ALL photos in ONE entry. so this is my 1st time posting on my blog 5 or 6 times in a day. aiyoh! and! the plan was that the mp3 pic to be on top. well... my plans don;t always materialise. heheheh!

its been 'oh so rainy' lately! no motivation to go for classes but the thought that dad had to sweat blood to put me where i am rite now..... lets jez say that i haven't been missing classes la. hurhur! but yes! i have been late! haa! esp today! i normally say 'hi & bye' to the remaining half of the 'dynamic duo' (big bradder pohji) at the school carpark... today, lets juz say he's already halfway home when we waved (okay, we didn't really wave. he looked at his watch as a sign of my 'ke-siang-an' while i gave him my trademark sheepish 'i know i'm late' smile la. hurhur! well, rain or shine, i need to melawa before i leave home for school wud).

lemme juz elaborate how rainy it has been lately. yesterday, my jeans were wet all the way to my thighs! hrmph! (and i'm NOT vertically challenged). the wind was crazy. my umbrella almost flew (no point to bring one in the end. so i didn't bring it for sch juz now). and my poor suede bow shoes! arrgh! it became all shiny! how i wish i had brought along my high heel boots (eventhough they're suede, at least my jeans wouldn't be so wet!). wanted to wear the new heels but! yeah... u guessed right! new la! haa! sayang tau! haa! and furthermore, they're open-toe(ed). i don't wanna get frost bitten EVER again. once was more than enough! (and i don't want the doctor to say "juz don't get bitten" when i ask how to avoid frost bites. s'porean doctor said that).

despite the howling wind and pissing rain, i am proud of myself for not missing my pilates class! heh! this area no need motivation. haa! was tellin man that i wanna slim down summore. and he said its definitely possible since ex-housemate ain't here no more. hahaha! kurang asam! no puns intended hor feez!

okayzz.... will be handing in my 1st ancient roman history essay tmr.... really hope i get good grades! i put my whole weekend to it u know! and my tuesday and wednesday too.

this is all! (for now)

+ > the glamour babe posted at 2:02 AM < +

my next project: analyse this bugger from his autobiography.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:55 AM < +

remember i said i almost knock someone over and she said 'nice shoes!'? this is my *SHUHZAEM* sneakers. have i mentioned that i'mm all abt shuh-zaem mania?

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:55 AM < +

introducing buttercups! my morning 'song' haa!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:52 AM < +

my new toy (thanx to dolna. heh) my 1gb muvo

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:49 AM < +

Saturday, March 19, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

izzit a conspiracy or izzit really the end of the world?

i dunno if u sunny ppl have heard bout this 'Muslim" lady in the united states yet but its hot here in kampong melayu and all over down under. it seems like this 'ustazah' (aminah wadud) wants to start an equal treatment for the laydies and men in Islam. she led a mass prayer at a particular masjid with her male and female 'followers' (or ma'mum). juz go to this site yeah. its appalling really.

http://www.cnn.com/2005/US/03/18/muslim.prayer.ap/index.html

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:25 PM < +

now i donnit! heh!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 12:17 AM < +

Friday, March 18, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

do you hear that?

*kapootz!* its midnight here and MMs juz made pasta for the both of us. resolution lose weight is going down the drainnnn!!!!!!!!!

anyway, i bought another pair of heels yesterday. heh! good deal i'd say. was goin at 90bicks but got it for over 75%off! heh! at the moment, i'm trying how to figure out to post pictures. i've accounts on picasa and hello and i know NUTS bout posting them! sheesh! well..... we'll see how it goes! *whoosh!*

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:43 PM < +

Tuesday, March 15, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

my wonderful presentation

i didn't present anything.

the bloody computer was insane, it wouldn't read my cd. i was so psyched to present coz i made my power point really corny (juz like me). AND THE BLOODY THING DIDN'T WORK. great. jez GREAT.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:04 PM < +

Sunday, March 13, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

my long weeekend

as most ppl know, i have my fridays off- no sch on fridays. heh! so last friday, i dunno wud i did. i noe i managed to make myself look like a retard by cutting my fringe. was supposed to study for my freud test but... wudever happenned? ahh! i watched TWO movies wit the girls in unit 1. simply terrible!

saturday
1. almost hit a lady at the beach (but she said my *shazaam* trainers were nice. heh!)
2. had thigh cramps
3. was screaming outside weeroona college (its a hostel for the uni), "weeroona! where the BONGS are two story LONG" (did u get the rhyme?)
4. had dog shit stuck on...... (no! not on me!)
5. sweat
6. didn't shower till 10pm (i took a long bath instead! went out of the bathroom a couple of hours later)
all these in the name of cycling (wit MMS). she started the bongs and long rhyme. before that, managed to get the house spick and span! heh! oh! if u haven't guessed for number 4... i cycled on dog shit. and it was firdaus' bike. when i got back, i tried to clean the front wheel STRAIGHT AWAY. in the midst of cleaning (i swear, it was super bachin!), i heard footsteps. SHIT! and yea... it was fir allrite! i so didn't want him to see the dog shit on his bike! haa! and he went, "hi juli" ever so cheerfully. i so wanted a huge deep black hole to appear beneath me and swallow me then! haha!

today
was juz thinkin that i KINDA missed my mum and dad's voice. 6 hours later..... I SPOKE TO MY PARENTS FOR THE 1ST TIME IN 4 WEEKS. yeah... mum called! or rather, dolna called on her mobile and let mum and dad speak to me. heh! oh! and dad (as usual, the prankster) had time to make kak sam go "HUH!?!?!?" wit his "mak saya dah takder" line when mum wanted to speak to kak sam (she happenned to be there whe i was talkin to mum).

to sab: ur last entry was FANTASTIC! HAA! and! thanx a million for callin frm ur mobile the oth day! it meant sssooooooo much! thanx!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:40 PM < +

Thursday, March 10, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

love... sweet love

i'm in looovvveeee. okay, mebbe lust. oh wait! i'm havin a 'high school' crush on my statistics tutor. muahahahaha! sanggop aku pegi skola tak mandi tadi! SSHHHHH! don't tell anyone! i won't tell if u won't! hahaha! but! sempat tau pakai make up and perfume! maklumlah... tak nak bau bachin! woke up like 15min before the tut started this morning... apalagi? mcm lipas kodong la aku! was completing my 1st assignment and tut exercise till abt 2am den woke up for Subuh but forgot all bout trusty buttercups, my alarm clock. hee! so i showered aft the tut.

sigh.

chris punyer pasal.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 12:12 AM < +

Monday, March 07, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i need time management supervisor.

having a test tmr. assignment due wednesday, another 2% bio test thursday. wud did i do in the weekend? celebrate gays and went shopping at woolies. my attempt to study was... well... i dunno wud happenned la. basically, I'M SCREWED.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 3:10 PM < +

Sunday, March 06, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

go gays!

haaha! went to the sydney mardi grass juz now wit unit 4 boys and a few oth ppl.... tonnes o ppl... fighting, squeezing, tip-toeing, ect, etc, etc... it was all worth it i'd say! haa! u'll NEVER get this in s'pore. some lesbians flashing their boobies and but naked gays prancing around. haa! cross dressers and yada yada yada. how i wish my camera was good enough to take good night photos! sheesh! but i managed to video tape (well, not really VIDEO LA) some of the choreographed parades. heh! and there was a part where the particular group carried flags where the countries didn't support homosexuality and guess wud??? singapore's flag was RITE IN FRONT! haa! okay... i really think its up to u ppl to have ur own opinions abt this homosexuality stuff... but i really think that..... oh well! i can't think of anything anymore la! if u see, U'll have ur own opinions. but! i saw so many good looking guys! too bad most of em are gays. sigh!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:41 AM < +

Saturday, March 05, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

my mundane lifestyle

today took the bus to westfield figtree wit liza. i swear, i've never seen a person more 'jakon' than she is. i don't think i'm that 'jakon' seh! haha! i'm EASILY amused but NOT jakon. haa! okay, mebbe sometimes.. but definitely not as jakon as her la. haha! planning to go mardi gras tmr wit the uausal lepak gang (kak sam included). lets hope our plan will come into action and that it wouldn't rain tmr. nothin else to say for the moment.. enjoying my peace at home all alone (not that MMS disturbs me.) MMS has gone back home (50min drive away frm here) for the weekend. i think i'm beginning to love being all alone.. oh well... i AM self absorbed. here's some healthy tips!

Feel-Good Fruit
The small, fuzzy kiwifruit may pack a big punch when it comes to heart health.Eating kiwifruit every day may help lower triglyceride levels, according to a recent study. Reducing triglyceride levels and other blood fats helps to guard against the buildup of dangerous arterial plaques. The vitamin C, vitamin E, and polyphenol content of kiwifruit may be the reason for its heart benefits.
Eating a diverse diet that includes 4 servings of fruit per day can make your RealAge as much as 4 years younger.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:44 AM < +

Thursday, March 03, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

my slenger housemate.

i was still online when she struggled at the door to get in in a hurry (she took an extra long time to get it today). i noe... resolution 1 going *kapootz* anyway, once she got in the apartment, she screamed for me;

MMS: JULESSSSSS!
me: yeah?
MMS: where're ya?
me: in my room!!!

i came out of my room and saw her carrying a huge 'post office' box.

MMS: guess wud happenned to me?
me: u met another guy? *sheepish smile*
MMS: hehe! bitch! hehe! look! (and shows me her head).

*interval*

so! guess wud happebbed to her! if u geuss that a bird has poo-ed onto her head...


U GOT THAT RITE!
*continue*

MMS: a bird pooped on me!
me: (i did wud i always do best) MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!
MMS: i swear! in Allah's name, i was lookin up at the birds before i walked and thot "wud if they shit on me?" and the moment i walked.. POOPZ. argh!
me: *continued with laughter but a bit louder*

haha! i guess living with 'another me' is wud makes my life here colourful (besides the proper friends i already have here la). haha! now, she's preparin dinner for us and i'm loggin off to go and help. heh!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 7:34 PM < +

pancit pilates.

heh! yezzz! my number 2 and 3 resolutions are materialising (so far la). haa! i tell u! if u wanna work ur abs and thighs.... GO FOR PILATES! haha! my abs has never ached like it did last tuesday... no way jose! kay.. mebbe it ached like that while i tried to break the record for sit ups in NAPHA days in sec sch n college la. haha! but seriously... no ncc training (morning pt la) and no netball trainings since i joined when i was ten till now can ever make my abs ache like that man! but! hehe! i think i'm juz exaggerating la. the california fitness days wit jocelyn was as aching as last tuesday. haa! amazingly... its really good for injured backs as well. sab told me not to hurt them further on the contrary... it felt sssoooooo much better! it felt like i swallowed my prescribed muscle relaxants. haa! and another amazing thing... i was asleep by 10pm that night! wow! mebbe i should add another resolution...

resolution number 5: sleep early. (heh!)

kay.. i have been invited to join a study group wit a couple of psyc students, one in year 3 (yeay!) and i'll be studyin wit em mondays to wednesdays during my super long breaks (one 6 hours, the oth two, 4 hours). so yeahhh... lets keep it realistic shall we? heheheh!

and mebbe... JUST mebbe, resolution 1 is workin out too... suddenly i'm makin alot o aquaintances this year.... i wonder why. and they like to stick to me when i'm having my breaks. *rimas beb!* i juz like to be alone... dunno why. i guess its easier to do superficial (where ders no need to keep in touch) chit chats wit the ppl here than to juz stick to a friend and go everywhere together. i mean... if u go home and then go out wit housemate is a bit different but while in sch... its juz nicer being by myself. its like being available yet not commited... noe what i mean? mebbe i value friendship so much that i don't wanna make anymore friends? mebbe i'm makin myself miserable coz i miss my friends back home so much? i really need to call them soon! well..... i dunno. u tell me.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 5:41 PM < +

Tuesday, March 01, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

NEW TERM RESOLUTION

i have an average on 2 tests per week. so yes.. part of my resolutions would be to spend less time on the tv and more with the books and assignments. heh! i was panickin a bit juz now coz i was told that there'll be a quiz tmr durin my personality tutorial. but being slenger and having slenger friends... i juz checked that the quiz would be next week (the ang moh lecturemate was right afterall! heheh!). i've 2 tests and an assignment due then. oh well.... i'm sent here to wreck my brains anyway. shit man. kay, my plan for tmr? START MY PILATES! heheheheh! we'll see how it goes. so that means... i can start wearing my *shazaam* shoes tmr! heheheheh! i noe. i noe. pilates no need to wear shoes. oh well... i gotta WALK to school don't i? so here are my 'new term resolutionssssssssss' (notice the sssssss?)

1.be nice to EVERYBODY ALL THE TIME. (not that i'm mean ALL the time la).

2.get credits the very minimum. wait... that ain't good enough. i meant at least 2Ds and 2credits. heh! (that sounds better. with MMS arnd to 'remind' me of dad at home... i sure hope i can do it! pray for me everybody!).

3.start regular exercise. (goin for pilates! heh! and i gotta walk to woolies -ozie equivalent to NTUC- anyway).

4.BE REALISTIC! so this means.... i have finished with jottin down my resolutions. too many and u dunno which ones to complete rite?

OH NO WAIT! THIS is my last one! TO LOSE MY FATS AND GO DOWN TO 55KG. now THAT would be a dream come true. hey.. didn't i just spoil my number 4 resolution???

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:20 AM < +